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realizations

May17

do you remember the road runner cartoon? wile e. coyote would be running after the road runner, doing the thing he did… then, all of a sudden, he would look down and there was no road. he’d look behind him, and there’s the road runner staring back at him from the edge of a cliff.

I don’t feel like I’m off the edge of a cliff or anything, but last night, after a long GOOD talk with my roommate, I realized very suddenly some things that are really bothering me. deep down bothering – causing stress enough that I’ve been pulling away from relationships with Bethany and with my church. it was jarring… I’ve been thinking that I’m fine. now I think I have a lot to think about.

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“realizations”

  1. Avatar May 18th, 2005 at 2:44 am Chalupa Says:

    that’s sorta like how i have issues with anger, temper, etc. i thought i had everything under control when i got to Taylor. and then lots of stuff happened. i look back now and am surprised at how angry i was. it’s still something i have to deal with but it’s weird when you feel like you’re fine but you’re really not and you realize it.


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