interview
I have an interview on Wednesday. I’m not sure how I feel about it. I was excited about the Taylor interview because I knew I’d love the job and the people and the environment… I don’t know any of those things about this place. I imagine I’ll find out on Wednesday. Still, I want something that is more than a temporary job. I want something I’ll be able to do for 5 or 10 years… Not something that will end in 3. Small companies make me nervous.
Whatever the case, I know that I have something to offer this company I’ll be interviewing with. It will challenge me, and perhaps give me the means to learn some new things (languages) that will help me in the future if this doesn’t work out. I guess what I learned from my last company (among many other things) is to have a backup plan, and something going on the side.
Good luck Wednesday! I understand that being home all the time can be lonely and frustrating. Just try to remember that sometimes God’s plan doesn’t look all that inviting when you see it for the first time – it’s sometimes not at all what you were hoping for. I know you know that. But, at least for me, it’s helpful to be reminded of it when the going gets tough. So – keep your eyes (and your heart!) open. You’ll be amazed what He has for you!!
Jen, thanks for the encouragement. It’s hard for me to remember that God may not have in mind for me what I want for me. =) Like you said, I know that, but I sometimes need to be reminded.